| Well, I think it'll be time to retire my xanga. Xanga and I have changed so much. It has all these new features and such, and I'm so used to the old xanga of a year ago. Like I said, I've changed so much. I guess the most recent change is that I'm engaged (and i'm so excited!) I don't feel like I need a xanga anymore. I guess it's like a quote from the author of Anne of Green Gables... "only lonely people feel the need to write in diaries or journals." (paraphrased) Of course that is a very broad genralization. And now I'm in graduate school also. If you ever thought that undergraduate work was hard... well... try taking a grad class where I double the time that I spend in class merely doing the homework for the class outside of class. So, 9 hours of class a week = 18 hours of homework. 2 private lessons (lute and viola da gamba) = 4-6 hrs of practicing a week. A TA job (10-20 hrs a week). Don't forget 15 hrs. a week working in the Deli of Super Target. Oh, and planning a wedding (which is going to be in June). I'm really excited to be engaged. Chris is a wonderful man, an amazing boyfriend/fiancee, and above all has become my best friend. It'll be so amazing to just hang out with him for the rest of my life. I can't wait... So, such are the doings of my life. I have my TA class in 10 mins. See ya around, xanga, though I'm afriad it might be a while before I can ever get back to you... maybe after I'm married I'll update my life... -Emily |
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| Well, yes, I haven't posted a public post in several months unfortunately. But life has been kind of busy the past months... school... family... boy... yes, boy. Hence no public post. Plenty of private ones... but I don't feel like posting much about him publicly, other than to suffice it to say that I feel honored that he is in a relationship with me. :)
And this semester is finally over. Christmas is coming up. I feel like I've already had half of my Christmas since my mom's side of the family has gotten together already. But the ski trip will be fun.
I think God is so fascinating. I remember a question that someone asked me at Kamp... "What is your favorite attribute about God...?" And I thought about it and I said: "His mystery."
I like it that God is a God of mysteriousness. It makes him so fascinating to discover more about Him.
-Emily
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| I remember when I was at Kanakuk working, I went to a devo with my campers and before we went to bed, one of the leadership girls, Dee, gave a devo. She had us write a list of "I am" statements about ourselves... I was just thinking about it, so I think I'll write some.
I am a girl. I am alive. I am striving to be a Christian. I am someone who fails miserably at being a Christian. I am also forgiven. I am blessed. I am terrified of being rejected. I am scared of being alone. I am created in the perfect and beautiful image of God. I am beautiful in body and spirit. I am a musician, or I am someone who wants to be a good musician. I am someone who loves to learn. I am someone who tries hard. I am not always making the right decisions. I am also not supposed to make perfect decisions. I am not sure what I am going to do with my life. I am not sure I need to know what I am going to do with my life. I am full of contradictions. I am seeking freedom. I am someone who loves to be loved. I am someone who thinks about heaven. I am someone who likes to be inspired. I am someone who likes to use her imagination. I am introverted. I am a bookworm. I am unpredictable at times. I am striving to understand myself. I am seeking something bigger than myself. I am sometimes deceived by Satan. I am oftentimes condemning of myself. I am really not good at getting things right. I am not perfect. I am not unloved.
-Emily
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| Life has been so crazy lately. I feel like I'm barely keeping my head above the water in terms of school work and such. Hopefully this weekend I can get ahead. I have so much to do.
Even though I know this semester is going to be busy and hard, I'm know that I'm already growing so much...
-Emily
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| There are an estimated 178,480 new female cases of breast cancer for this year. And an estimated 40,460 women will die because of it.
-Emily
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